The Absinthe Art Blog

Melting llama, ho occasionally glows bright pink and may be radioactive. Or maybe tropical llama just looks super normal when their fur is grown out. ------------------- Beginnings of Niche explorations: So while I’ve had a lifelong love of self-help type topics and books along that line, for some reason, none of that sunk in to make me realize that being specific in the niche I pursued would matter. I originally started out just posting art to a site that I knew of, in a very depressed state, for no other reason than to do ‘something’ anything. A random couple of people added me, and the poor things were very enthusiastic to the face of my complete despair. I’d recommend adding www.deviantart.com/lord-of-all-monsters .  They reach out to incredibly depressed people in relative isolation.  I felt rather terrible cause they sent some very upbeat messages and I was very much not receptive to the interaction, but would like to note that people that do that, wh...

My little Black Llama, doing a prance. Evolution of the form made from the original prancer that I sold. ---------------------------------------- . These were the considerations I had in mind while trying to do this: Knowing that our attackers and harassers were more technologically proficient than we were/are we are looking for how to remain anonymous while developing a sideline in something we enjoy that we can profit from while working a normal job if we found a physical location where we felt safe. This is relevant for other women we know, as stalkers and harassers are most often male, as are the majority of  proficient coders so we decided to leave it public. I was interested in how to do this from a working class victims stand point who has already been attacked:  low-knowledge base of technology.  low-budget (Working class means Below a living wage for the country they live in.) Most low-level crime convictions were originally ...

Another variation on Camel Llamas prancing design from his evolution stage. HEY! Welcome to my unsolicited rambles and advice to my self (selves).  Don’t read it if you don’t want to, and be nice or I’ll ignore you mostly, when I can. This is mostly me rambling about stumbling around the internet learning it while being hacked a lot and other stuff, but with art! The art makes it personally bearable.  This is Me: I got hacked and destroyed in my entire life by people that hated me for reasons they were unable to communicate to me, after I got raped and my mind exploded by being illegally and legally drugged when I attempted to report my rape. Three years later, my life is pretty much basement dwelling idiot, but with art. I tried learning a bunch of things to stay away from the people that were attacking me and eventually settled on art, because I could visually verify to myself if I improved and derive personal joy and satisfaction from it and...